Feeling Alone

Sometimes I feel so alone in this world. I do know that my enemies hate me (well which enemy doesn’t?), but sometimes those who I call friends left me too.

Often I feel that I don’t fit in.

I admit that I am a selfish person, but if you’re a friend of mine, please remind me. Don’t just leave me over there like a fool waiting for you guys to speak to me or respond to my speech.

I am a perfectionist. You might feel uneasy around me. I ask too much maybe? Then tell me if you feel burdened. I can help you too. But please don’t just leave me standing all alone by myself.

I am a power abuser. Yes, I am. But please pull me back down to earth if my head has flown too high.

I am a negative thinker. I do see things in a dark perspective. So please shed a light on my mind so I can see a brighter world out there.

I am stupid. So teach me. I am not quickwitted, I am slow. Help me learn new things.

I speak harshly. Remind me to be gentle to people.

Friendship is not only a one-sided relation. Don’t just use me when you need me. I’ll feel sad. If you only want my stuff please stop fooling me.

Yours truly.

I am 90.9 kg (geez).

2 Responses to “Feeling Alone”

  1. SheRLy Says:

    dear friend…
    the only thing i can give to you is my trust n respect..
    just relax.. I will always warn you if you did something impolite, or something wrong, or something hurtful,..
    instead, I am the one who feel guilty if I said something straight to ur heart..
    I’m sorry if you think I’m mean by saying the truth..
    Remember: You are my friend because of what you really are to me..

  2. MeMeL Says:

    hmmm.. that’s not a new thing for me..
    feeling lonely? been there.. done that..
    but do you know? the more you get the feeling the more it will consume you..
    so, being as one who have been there.. let it be..
    just feel it.. and then let it go.. never let it consume you..
    if you let it.. you will actually lose everything you already have..
    being lonely means you have to look from another perspectve..
    there’s no such things like good or bad in this world..
    we live in the absurd world.. everyone have their own reasons..
    just remember.. being friends doesn’t mean that you have to fit in with them but..
    it means that you find yourself in them..
    That’s something I’ve been keep reminding myself of..
    your pain.. trust me.. I know it well..
    So.. eventually we’re not that lonely hah???

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