Myself
I lost at the paper competition. I don’t know about you guys, but I feel that my lost was not a fair one. I lost because what I’ve believed in and in this cruel country I think it is possible to lose that way. Anyway, I’ve lost that competition and I don’t regret the experience I’ve got during that.
Yesterday, 3 of my friends were announced as the student exchange participants to Genome Institute of Singapore. I don’t know, but somehow I didn’t register myself and now I felt rather sorry for myself and envious. 2 of them are very good friends of mine which I chose as my paper partners for their wits and their logics.
Sometimes I feel that I have to be braver in facing this harsh world. I have to take every chances lie in front of me. I’m not going to miss those chances anymore.
On May 30 I’m going to start my research about dengue viruses in NAMRU. I am going to work hard and do my best to graduate in 3.5 years.
I want to go to Sweden for my Master degree. I don’t know which course I should take. I am still confused whether to take Neurobiology, Applied Biotechnology, Molecular Medical Diagnosis, and Pharmaceutical Engineering.
Right now, I need to identify the Bacillus sphaericus first and watch Pirates of the Caribbean: At World’s End. I also need to finish a lot of tasks first.
It’s amazing how time flies and we don’t realize it until it has past us. I often wonders how can I miss so many things in life. So many things to do in so little time and yet my friends keep asking me where do I get my "extra" time. Hahaha.
I am 89.8 kg.
